Friday, May 30, 2008

This is Now.

24-28-24-28

That’s my code.

Not to my bank account.

Of my miscarriages.

April 24, 2003
June 28, 2003
December 24, 2007
May 28, 2008

Things went bad Wednesday. I know the drill so I went in for an hcg quant. 1269.7 Wednesday and down to 246.9 this morning. Maybe I'll have some wine for our anniversary after all.

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry to here of your most recent loss,. Maybe you should have a whole botttle of wine!!

M&Co. said...

Oh shit!

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry. Been through this many times, too. Drink wine. Be kind to yourself.

SierraBella said...

I'm so sorry to hear about this.
Hope you drank the whole bottle of wine and Hot Stuff had a bottle too.

Anonymous said...

I am thinking about you today! So sorry to hear.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry, I also just had a "m" (cant bear even to type it), damn it. Even now, a few weeks later, it is still bothering me, and I was just a little bit along.

I hope you keep trying; I am, and will until I hit menopause. Drinking wine does help, and so does hugging and kissing those little ones until they wiggle away; that is my therapy.

Your blog is awesome, I really enjoy your writing. I think if we were neighbors we would be good friends, but since I live in Chicago that prob. is not realistic.

Hang in there, you will be okay, and you WILL have another child, I feel certain of it.

Mary

MeesheMama said...

sad news.